Another couple more

A Painful Choice

A Painful Choice

With a twisted fate I'm lying on a tear soaked floor

Not knowing what to say or do

With a world spiraling into the unknown

I'm choosing between myself and a greater plan

I know how I'm feeling and I know my hearts desire

Yet I don't know where to put my life I could bear this painful choice if it was only my heart

But what about hurting the person you truly love

Finding myself being torn into a million pieces by one decision

Not wanting to live with regret and wishing to live life to the fullest

I try to let this go

So With sorrow I lift my face to you

With my heart in pain and my mind asking whyI am opening up my hands

Not holding on so tightly to something I've held so close

Instead I place my hands in yours

Because I know your everything I need

Because your plan is better than my own

Rachel Orsborn

Pic of SN

Arrival of Xiao Niu

Back to 16

Damn it. Why human must be flickle minded?

One time 16, next moment 17 and the other moment...no right here and there.

At least rebook the schedule to be on 16th! Sian.......

It is less than 40 hours now! Things will get a bit more scarily and different.

16 17

From 16 to 17.

What can i say?

Whatever will be, will be. Sigh...

Strawberry Topping...

Thanks for the Early Morning Goodies

Counting Down

10 more days to Sixteen.

It is time.....

Pick up

A short break for me, just to recharge. It was a good and slow pace vacation. It has been a long time that i can rest in peace.

Body isn't feeling that good for the past few days. Every day there is "spike" and i couldn't do anything about it. I refuse to take the medicine as i want to see how the body react to it. At the end, it doesn't auger well for morale...*simply*.

I think my conditions are worsening...maybe the time has come to stop everything as it is back to basic.