Friday, May 8, 2009

Back at H

After 6 months i am back in the clinic again.

It was a routine check up. Nothing much differ from my point of view over the past 1/2 year.

Things have changed so much after the "truth" surface. I have to adapt and survive. Although somewhere deep inside i am still fighting back, but i know it is a forgone conclusion. I will fade away slowly. Felt helpless and waiting for death. I am being pessimistic.

A new doctor see me this morning. Nothing much surprise me of the report. As expected i think the result is worst than the last one.

The technician giving me this funny remark that indicate something is strange with the test report, while i have expected it. Fitness wise i have drop a lot and it is no surprise i am not able to handle the stress level better than previously.

Let see how things grow for the next 6 months...a step at a time.

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